Thursday, October 21, 2010

我不介意你拿走了那些,
我不介意你把自己放在第一位,
我不介意你把他们放在前面,
我不介意你把不要的留给我,
但,
我介意你忘了。。

事发的那一刹那,
看着你努力从我手中夺走,
心急地写下自己的名字,
再一一填上他们的名字,
我在旁边看着,
以为你总不会忘了,
最终,
你还是忘了。。

事后的那一刻,
你可以若无其事,
你可以冷嘲热讽,
你可以不当一回事,
甚至,
你可以觉得从我手中拿去这些,
是应该的。。

只有他们,
关心的眼神,
温暖的动作,
拍拍我的手,
安慰我。。

为了不让他们担心,
也为了不让你看出,
我装上微笑,
卸下难过的表情,
“演”回自己。。

“演”:
爽朗爱笑的自己,
“演”:
若无其事的自己
“演”:
满不在乎的自己,

演演演,
演个带来欢笑的小丑。。
满腹辛酸,
只有寂静的夜才明白。。

10 comments:

Irene 嘉 said...

cheer~

sunny gal said...

yes...i will...
u too...
when u graduate?

Irene 嘉 said...

not so fast le.. coz i change to sunway taking acca dy instead of degree in utar..
so how r u doing recently?

sunny gal said...

har...y suddenly change de?
hmmmm...hving quite bz life in UPM lol...many things to do n study lo...the time is too rush for me...hmmm..next week is study week then is final for sem 1 dy...

Irene 嘉 said...

changed since dis July lo.. feel not interested in tat course ba.. but not feeling now is de right course oso.. haha.. but will continue anyway lo.. no choice.. haha..
oo yaya.. my fren oso study in UPM.. good luck for ur coming exam o.. when got chance have a gather la.. hehe..
keep in touch o.. take care~

sunny gal said...

hehe...i will de...u too lo..hmmm...i will back to klang at 16 nov...holiday till 3 jan..so see when u free we come out meet lo...

Irene 嘉 said...

oo.. 10th dec will be de last day of my exam.. after tat will be holiday until 4th of jan~ hehe~

sunny gal said...

wow...then can cum out to meet lo..hehe^^

Irene 嘉 said...

hehe.. en.. v can contact thru fb la easier =)

sunny gal said...

ya lo...tat one more easy^^